Thursday, June 28, 2007
Fun/moody DAY
hm.. todae got the microbio A test.. quite easy la.. start at 9 10 by 9 30 finish liao.. so handed in the paper and left the theatre... heng i nvr cram all those facts into my small little head..lol
after that, me, dear, samamtha and ling ning when to suntec city and marina square to window shop.. coz they all in the mood to not go home to early coz the test was easy.. haha. and as usual dear and samantha were taking pictures..lol.. we were there till around 4 plus i think.. and now comes the part tat spoil my day... sianzz
after eating lunch.. i became unhappy wit my dear coz of sumthing.. this i SHALL NOT explain here.. them when on the way home, on train.. i did not even tok to her.. totally put a black face..sianz.. i did not even see her home... haiya... i feel terrible now..
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y must i black face every time?? y am i so sensitive?? i was not like this before.... so y am i so effected by wat my dear does..???? sumtimes i dun even know myself anymore.. but 1 thing for sure, the me in secondary school has long disappeared.. and i dun really like THIS me!! .. y when i get angry... i really wan the person to feel tat im angry... by doing sum things like show balck face and not toking to them... but only to regret later my actions.. im such a COWARD..... i dun wan to do things tat will make me regret agin.. like losing a frend.. it really PAINFUL u know... Y MUST I DO ALL THESE TO MY DEAR?? Y MUST I HURT HER?? Y MUST I MAKE HER CRY?? I DUN WAN TO DO THIS!!! I JUST CANT CONTROL MY FEELINGS..! for this im sori dear... truly sori.. and dun feel down abt this, u can always face me.. LIVE LIFE TO ITS FULLEST!! k??
........................h4m1 out.............................
after that, me, dear, samamtha and ling ning when to suntec city and marina square to window shop.. coz they all in the mood to not go home to early coz the test was easy.. haha. and as usual dear and samantha were taking pictures..lol.. we were there till around 4 plus i think.. and now comes the part tat spoil my day... sianzz
after eating lunch.. i became unhappy wit my dear coz of sumthing.. this i SHALL NOT explain here.. them when on the way home, on train.. i did not even tok to her.. totally put a black face..sianz.. i did not even see her home... haiya... i feel terrible now..
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y must i black face every time?? y am i so sensitive?? i was not like this before.... so y am i so effected by wat my dear does..???? sumtimes i dun even know myself anymore.. but 1 thing for sure, the me in secondary school has long disappeared.. and i dun really like THIS me!! .. y when i get angry... i really wan the person to feel tat im angry... by doing sum things like show balck face and not toking to them... but only to regret later my actions.. im such a COWARD..... i dun wan to do things tat will make me regret agin.. like losing a frend.. it really PAINFUL u know... Y MUST I DO ALL THESE TO MY DEAR?? Y MUST I HURT HER?? Y MUST I MAKE HER CRY?? I DUN WAN TO DO THIS!!! I JUST CANT CONTROL MY FEELINGS..! for this im sori dear... truly sori.. and dun feel down abt this, u can always face me.. LIVE LIFE TO ITS FULLEST!! k??
........................h4m1 out.............................
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:37 PM
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